Power Monkey

I'm reading a book called Eat Pray Love and it's about a woman's journey to find God. She spends 4 months in Ital, India and Indonesia. I've mentioned to a friend of mine that I'm really struggling lately with Step Two. Step Two is came to believe in a Power greater than myself that can restore me to sanity. It's weird because when I worked the steps in AA, this step wasn't difficult. In Al Anon I'm having difficulty with it. I've had to adopt a new conception of God. Right now I'm calling my God "Power Monkey." It's working for me. I pray every night and every morning to my Power Monkey and I talk to him throughout the day.